9/1/2023 0 Comments Punk mosh pitShe on the other hand had BEAUTIFUL LONG STRAIGHT HAIR.even her curls were beautiful but she straightened her hair. I decided I felt more comfortable with my curls and threw my hair up into a bun. Both of us are curly haired queens but all week I was contemplating straightening my hair. I walked out onto the field with the woman I was running against and the homecoming king.since he ran alone. I was so hopeful that my mom and sister were going to be in the stands for moral support but unfortunately there was a miscommunication which resulted in them not being there. The day of Homecoming rolled around and.the entire day.I wanted to vomit. I wanted to hide under a rock and miss Homecoming all together. She was so confident that I was going to win, but in reality now, I did not want to win. Even my twin, who is studying abroad in CHINA, was holding it down and got all of the students there to vote for me. I truly had no idea how serious everyone took the elections. People that would have not said two words to me previously, tapped me on the shoulder and tell me they voted for me. Leading up to Homecoming I would have people I had previously passed by on the way to class stop me and tell me they voted for me. I was so overwhelmed, the limelight was definitely not for me. Next thing I know, every Snapchat story is my face, every Instagram story is my face. One of my sorority sisters also had an entire photo shoot for me, so I could make flyers with my face along with my curly hair plastered on all of them. I am not sure anyone actually read my submission but I made sure all 21 of my sorority sisters read it by putting the entire submission in our group chat. Not realizing how many people cared about me everyone voted for me. Not for nothing but I just wanted to be a princess. More than anything I wanted to apply to be Homecoming Queen of Kean University. My failures, my embarrassments, and my low self esteem turned into comedy show and for the time being I was fine. I prided myself on my own stupid moments, because that is what they were.stupid moments. A TV show that would do better than Kylie Jenner's show that only lasted one season. Mostly because I SWORE we could have had a TV show. I loved to make them laugh and in turn make myself laugh. My friends are really the only people that I could be myself around. I still talked to people, made myself known in class especially with my teachers and I slid bye. Yes I was still a little out there but on a much smaller scale. I began dabbling in makeup, sucking in my stomach to look smaller in photos, and holding my head below eye level so attention wouldn't be dragged to me. You think I stayed true to my weird spontaneous self? Nope. I was 13 and I was just happy I actually had people sign my yearbook. "Dear C3C3 (Yes my E's were 3's after a movie I had seen, allowed it to be implemented into my non-movie like life)ĭid I ever read these words for what they truly mean? No of course not. And, as discussed before, if you do the same to someone else, see how they're doing. If you do get knocked in the jaw, don't consider it a personal attack. But also, don't make any situation personal or take it personally. Going after specific people in a mosh pit is considered bullying, and it will not be tolerated. I have a huge deal of respect for girls tough enough to hold their own in pits with big, burly brick wall-looking guys - so in case, these women don't give it right back to you for groping them, best be sure those guys will. So, you don't wanna be on the wrong end of that situation. I've heard stories about women getting groped in the pit, and the rest of the pit ganging up on the guy who did it (Go them). You respect others in the pit, regardless of race, gender, ethnicity or religion. That's just never OK, no matter how you can spin it. Moshing is NEVER an excuse for groping a woman.
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